Jacob Daniel Turner

Dear Jacob.
 i want t call you baby boy but you are no longer a baby. You will always be a baby to me , as all your cousins will be.  I know its not your birthday or a holiday, but it doesnt have to be for me to miss you.  Your photo remains by my bedside and each and every night i kiss you good night before i go to sleep.   I  really hope that there is a hereafter because if there is i will definitely see you and you will remember the times i held you and loved you as i do.

I miss you and love you and think about you all the time.  The love does not have to be displayed for all to see for me to know my deep caring for you. But in our hearts we know the feeling.  I know your birthday is coming , and i wish we all could celebrate it with you smiling and opening all your gifts.  You are never ever forgotten no matter how often or how little i write here. Love is in the heart not on paper.

you are in my heart and mind every day of my life. No one can ever take that away from us we will always be grandmother and grandson. I will be the first to see you again im sure and i will be so happy to see you. Love from my heart to yours, Bubbe.

 i miss you baby boy and think of you everyday of my life Happy Birthday    Love bubbe

Happy  Birthday to my beautiful grandson. you are not forgotten, i look at your picture beside my bed and kiss you every nite.  I miss you so much and hope someday i will see your beautiful smile again.  I know you would be so proud of your family if you could see them.  Your mom n dad are hard working people and they miss you so very much, as we all do.  rest in peace beautiful baby boy. I will see you again and i will hold your little hand and kiss your pretty face one day.  bubbe

 to my darling Jacob
Happy Birthday sweetest boy.  I think about you each and every day and your picture still sits beside my bed so i can kiss you goodnight.  I know your mommy and daddy miss you and think of you every day too.  You would be proud of them.  They are hard workers and are making me proud of them too.  your sisters are sweet and adorable and they, too, miss you a lot.  I will never not remember you and your sweet smile and the time you wer in our lives.   I know you are okay now and are running around up in heaven where you are watching over all of us.  I hope you are not seeing some of the sadness down here on earth.  You will always be our perfect boy.  all the love i have to give to you today and every day. I am always your loving bubbe.

It has been a while my darling Jacob but you are never ever out of my mind. Your picture is in a heart shaped frame that your mommy put there and it sits on my dresser for me to kiss goodnite and smile at every time i go by. Yes, we all loved you and miss you terribly.  I can still smell you and feel you in my arms.  And my heart will never stop missing you or the sorrow your mommy and daddy have to bear forever.  Lyndsey  and Cami would have loved you  , you would have been their big brother there to protect them and fight too cause thats what siblings do.  But me, im your bubbe , and i would have always been the one to spoil you and let you know that you were loved and cherished by the whole family.   sleep in peace beautiful boy.

Happy Birthday little boy

how can i tell you whats in my heart?  My memory of you is short but sweet.  You werent around long enough. I didnt get enough of you, nor did your mom and dad.  But we had you long enough for me to remember how sweet you smelled and your infectious smile.  I remember how much you loved your Baby Einstein video.  And who could forget how much you loved your mommy.  I can tell you what a good mommy she is.  You were her love.  As you were all of ours.

I dont go to bed without kissing your photo which stands on my nite table where i can see you all the time.  Your cousins talk about you all the time .  You are our special child , the king of the family.  The only boy we have , the only boy grandchild i have and i will love you forever.

HI baby boy, 

I do miss you so much.  You were too sick too much for this world.  How i wish you were still here tho.  The pain for us will never leave.  I  have your oneziy in a drawer by my bed and i always have a picture of you next to my bed.  And when ever we travel i take it with me so you are never alone. You were so loved by all of us.  Sleep tight baby boy, we will always love you.

dear darling jacob
It has been a long time since i have seen you.  I miss you every day. At this time of the year when the Jewish holidays are around the corner and so is the anniversary of your leaving us, i am reminded of my beliefs in God and try to maintain that he is up there taking good care of you.  I  have to wonder why he took you so soon from all our loving arms.  But i do know that he must have needed a very special angel up there because we here are so missing you .  I will say Kaddish  and light  a memorial candle for you and remember your smell and sweet smile.  I will never forget you, i will always be your bubbe.